Still on the negative bandwagon kick I see.... You were on the road to recovery with some of your posts, but have taken the road back. And you were doing so well....
Yeah and that "Wife Acceptance Factor" will also give me a mate to socialize with, enjoy music with, enjoy seeing my kids grow up to be fine adults with, talk with through those troubled times with, face and solve problems together, a combined income for all of our luxuries that we have been fortunate to have, stereo included. Like stereo purchases, it is a very long and delicate process for finding the right mate. Make the wrong choice, and you get edgy, grating results - like your story tells. Make the right choice and the music sings pure and delightful for a lifetime. Home auditions also help out
Since this is a forum for Martin Logan and music, I will cease to reply back to you concerning your choice of life alone. Enjoy, have fun, and I hope on those lonely nights you are able to find someone to make things better. If not, life can really suck....
Dan